Author Archives: Leigh Alexander

Take Care Of Each Other

So given that there are still so many patently horrible people in the world, it continues to be important to emphasize what we all can do to contribute to a civilized, mature and inclusive culture around video games, which often seem to be a little slower to it than other entertainment industries and business segments.

How I feel about women in media — and some of my personal experiences being one — was the focus of the talk I gave last month in Toronto at TIFF Nexus, and the video of my keynote is finally online for you to watch! Bear with me: I was incredibly intimidated by the amazing honor of having been invited to speak, and I don’t speak so fast nor drop so many ‘um’s during the talk as I do in the first ten minutes, ha.
During the talk I namecheck Harmonix’s Matt Boch, since I was so struck by what he said at NYU’s PRACTICE event about gender as performance in Dance Central. Although unfortunately I didn’t get that quote down in my initial coverage of his lecture then, ultimately I followed up with him for a larger interview on what exactly that means, and that’s now up at Gamasutra, too — his perspective is fascinating and I highly urge you to read it.
UPDATE! Kirk Hamilton responds at Kotaku, with ‘On Playing Dance Central 2 while male.’
Those Harmonix folks are seriously cool people, by the way, as I had the fortune to observe when I was invited in to do an in-depth studio profile that ran in OXM back in the summer. Check it out if you missed it the first go ’round.
Also, toward the end of the talk I paraphrase a Seth Killian quote from PRACTICE regarding misogyny in the Street Fighter community, and the actual quote plus context in Stephen Totilo’s coverage over at Kotaku.
On the subject of cool people, my friend Denis Farr writes a follow-up at Kotaku about some of his thoughts since the time he first spoke out on the site as a gay gamer who has experienced homophobia (trigger warnings for such, natch), using this Blizzcon incident as a launching point. He is brave and honest and both of his articles are worth your time.
I have absolutely no time for nor interest in the kind of people to whom these voices and perspectives are somehow unwanted (I mean, I’ll forgive you if you don’t sit through my whole keynote, but you get what I mean). Games are for fun, we can play, etc., but as in all things we should all aim to be the kind of people who care about where one another are coming from and who are willing to listen.
That seems really, really basic to me.

Gone Baby Gone


I saved Skyward Sword for after the holidays, despite the fact new Zelda games are currently a sort of Christmas-to-New Year’s kind of ritual for many people.

I’m really liking it so far, inasmuch as I can like a new Zelda. To a certain extent my enthusiasm for the brand has diminished with each installment; might just be some formula fatigue, like I got with Pokemon and Harvest Moon despite the fact that games in those series have probably collected hundreds of my hours over the years.

A Link To The Past has this distinctly alien, mysterious quality that I think the brand has lost over the years in favor of a prettier sort of magic. Zelda games are so ritualized now, so tautly Nintendo (not a negative adjective by any measure) that they start to feel like Disney rides or something.

Never stops me from finding things to love about almost every one, though. This time it’s Zelda herself, and I think she’s indirectly brought something new and special to Skyward Sword I’ve explained in my newest Gamasutra editorial, if you’d like to have a look.

Also new at Gamasutra: A look from inside Prototype 2‘s dev team, with its nifty design director — even if you’re not that into Prototype, he’s uncommonly candid about some of the twists and turns these internal processes take. What’s the value of a Masters of Fine Arts in game design? NYU’s resident smart cookie Frank Lantz explains.
Finally, Microsoft has tapped Arkadium to explore cross-platform social gaming; Microsoft Games Studios, to be precise. If you don’t really know what that means or you think it sounds irrelevant, you should probably read my new Kotaku column on the biggest new ideas in the games space that you should fully expect to start invading your familiar world in the months to come.
Lastly, I jump on the “Shit ____s Say” bandwagon (if you haven’t seen Shit Girls Say, Shit Black Girls Say or Shit Girls Say to Gay Guys, to name a few, git yr azz up ons) by writing Stuff Gamers Say over at Thought Catalog. They are all composites, and one of them is me.
Yes, I know Katawa Shoujo is out, although I appreciate all nine thousand of your mails and tweets. If you don’t know what I mean, please read this article I did at Kotaku on the development of this Japanese-style dating game about disabled girls, and the niche internet communities that birthed it.
Yes, I’m going to play and review the final game and you will be the first to know about it when it runs. Properly playing visual novels takes time.

How y’all doing? What’re you playing? If I made you forums, would you use them?

Happy New Year!

Happy new year, everyone! Hope you’ve all had a good holiday. I spent several solid days being drunk and playing Skyward Sword, which I hadn’t gotten to until now. I suppose I’ll have some kind of formalized “thoughts” or whatnot on it soon, but for now I’ve gotta focus on catching up from some prolonged nightmare flu and an intense holiday period.

I wrote about the peculiar comfort in being ill over at Thought Catalog, plus the uncommonly silent limbo of spending a holiday in New York City if you’re not particularly Christmas-oriented.

Okay, so one article about being sick, one article about a holiday, and here, one sort-of serious satire about my struggles to get my work done on time and well. Believe it or not, there were some people out there who thought this piece was real advice. I disclaim all liability for what will happen to you if you’re that oblique!

Right, but somehow I still did get some stuff done: An editorial on Skyrim. All right, trolls: I think Skyrim is completely rubbish. I have no interest in playing it any more. I have no idea who designed the combat system, looked at that swordplay and went “HEY IT WORKS IT’S PERFECT.” Like, really? The game also combines a lot of things I’m just not interested in: high fantasy setting, open world, and loads of lore.

However (who am I kidding, half of you will not read the ‘however’ and have already begun typing me nerd rage death threats) — HOWEVER, I totally get why people love it. Totally get it; I wrote a bit about that at Gamasutra.

People like feeling like they’re an influential part of something larger than themselves; they like games that give them things to explore and share together. That’s the principle with which Jesse Schell is working with his company’s new Puzzle Clubhouse, an intriguing new idea for crowdsourced game design. Check the interview.

And it wouldn’t be a new year at Gamasutra without our usual exhaustive year-end roundups; I contributed Top 5 Controversies a bit ago, and now I add Top 5 Surprises.

As usual we round up all our year-end material — including our overall top ten games — into one big feature for your reading pleasure. This year, our individual contributions to the game of the year list were bylined, so you’ll be able to see which titles I vouched the hardest for. Give it a read!

Lots of you have asked what I think of the big changes going down at Kotaku. I’ve worked with the staff there for some years, including both Brian and Joel, and I wish them tons of the best in their new endeavors, Brian in particular after years of service to — come on, face it — our space’s most relevant consumer gaming site.

But I’m also incredibly thrilled to see what Stephen and the new guard (including my real good bro Kirk Hamilton) will accomplish over at the big K. Stephen in particular is a fantastic editor who’s done a lot for me, and I think his role as Kotaku EIC spells amazing things.

For those that mailed/IMed/Tweeted whatever, as far as I know I’ll continue my monthly column as normal, as I’ve done for I think nearly three years now!

It’s The Most Wonderful Time

Things’ve been crazy since my trip to Toronto. I’d never been, and I absolutely loved it. What impressed me most was the fact that the art and tech community there seems to exist on a spectrum, with many people creating from multiple points of focus and collaboratively with other disciplines to interesting results — I found the worlds of play study, child development, hardware hackers, academia and game design often merged.

TIFF Nexus’ Women in Film, Games and New Media event was a huge success. The response to my keynote was overwhelmingly positive (I was TRENDING in Toronto on Twitter! Whoa!), and I hope to have some video or something online for you guys soon. If you’re an Edge subscriber, a column distilling some of the key points on which I spoke will appear in an upcoming issue. Meanwhile, at Gamasutra I wrote about the results of the Difference Engine Initiative, the local Hand Eye Society’s incubator which focuses on inviting and encouraging women to game development where they may not have considered it before. Amazing stuff I’d be pleased for you to check out.

As usual, I’ve been up to a whole bunch of other things; here’s an editorial I’ve done on signs of life in the maturing social games space. You can make fun of Facebook games all you want, but you can’t ignore them, because the lessons from the social space will start pollinating other platforms.

Across the Atlantic from me, veterans of the UK gaming space including Kuju’s Ian Baverstock and Jonathan Newth have formed a brand-new consultancy aimed at assisting game developers in navigating this rapidly-changing cross-platform environment. PopCap, which is unequivocally one of the coolest and smartest game companies there is, is ahead of the curve as it takes another step toward seamless multiplatform play for Bejeweled with an interesting new iOS decision. So yeah, get used to this stuff.

I’m excited that once again Gamasutra is doing its year-end top lists, counting down to our games of the year by rounding up the year’s most notable industry events; business trends, anticipated games of 2011, and top indie games of 2011.

I chip in with the year’s top five biggest controversies, as I’d know from controversy, natch. Our Mike Rose was kind enough to find a pic of Cole Phelps standing nonchalantly while destruction occurs behind his back. There’ll be more top lists, of course, so watch our space.

I wrote a tongue-in-cheek Thought Catalog piece about how Facebook is changing the way we talk about our romantic crush behavior. Sappy shit. I’m amazed at how many of the commenters are taking it seriously. Their relationships must be super unfun. Possibly they are replicants.

Is that it? Yeah, I think that’s it for now. Man, I hate this time of year. It puts all our brains through a pulper. Of course, Skyrim does that to me too, and yet it doesn’t seem to stop me playing it.

Oh yeah, I need to keep on top of recommending you guys music so that you stop asking me if I’ve ever heard of, I dunno, Wilco or something, and stop calling “indie” a genre. I’m just playin’, ladies, you know I love you. Besides, we’re all going to blow our brains out if we hear one more pop Christmas song cover right?

Today’s Good Song: The People’s Temple – Led as One (Si vis pacem, para bellum)

Love On The Battlefield

The big lie of war in video games is that it’s something you can win. — Robert Yang

This week, my Metal Gear Solid retrospective heads to Kotaku for a second. When I found myself thinking over the things I love most about the series, it’s that one director’s vision is clearly expressing itself with very personal correlation points in his games.

That thought process led me to feel quite strongly I’d prefer for sentimental reasons for there to be no MGS5, or at least for Hideo Kojima to at last get his apparent wish not to be heavily involved. Read all about it here. Surprisingly the biggest trigger of nerd rage for this particular column was my offhanded claim that I’m ‘pretty much the biggest Metal Gear Solid fan there is.’ How dare I!
Changing gears a little, I’ve done a new editorial at Gamasutra about the changing shape of the social gaming space, and why so many core developers are capitalizing on new opportunities there. Whether or not you play or make them I’d appreciate you giving it a read, because I think there are a lot of prejudices (some admittedly earned, and yet) and misinformation about the social sector out there.
I’m also excited to go to Toronto this week. I have the honor of giving the keynote for TIFF Bell Lightbox’s women in film, games and new media day. I have never been to Toronto (or anywhere in Canada, for that matter), but I know enough awesome folks there that I fully expect to love it. And Mathew Kumar has promised to take me for poutine so I’m completely thrilled. Expect coverage and thoughts on the experience in the coming days.
One of the things I love about MGS, besides the stealth gameplay, is its nuanced examination of what war means to different people. In that vein, here’s an editorial I highly recommend. I’ve written a lot about how “realistic” war games make me kind of uneasy. Mostly I just find them spiritually off-putting, aside from the fact I just don’t really enjoy playing first-person shooters as a matter of taste. I don’t consider myself particularly pacifistic, even; I just find the relationship between war games and the reality of our modern climate a little bit uncomfortable for reasons I struggle to articulate sometimes (see my piece from last year, ‘Who Cheers For War?’)
And I struggle to articulate the reason because every time I try, a legion of enraged young men rises up to tell me to shut up and get back in the kitchen, which in itself is disturbing. Anything for which maladjusted people are tempted to scream at the top of their lungs in defense would appear to have a red flag upon it, I think.

Big Ups

Happy belated Thanksgiving, Americans. I stayed at my family’s place in Massachusetts for the holiday, and now that I’m back in New York I am fighting to catch up amid the whirlwind of work that December always is. We’ll be continuing with our Metal Gear Solid marathon soon! For the moment, though, just some things to catch you up on!

At Thought Catalog, I wrote about the time I adopted a baby robot dinosaur. During the FFVII Letters that Kirk Hamilton and I wrote at Paste, we talked about the broad sketches digital worlds can draw that let us attach our imaginations to things. That sense of attachment is even stranger and more intense when it comes to things that resemble living creatures. And sad. And primal.
There’s a new augmented reality game for iOS called Dimensions, and it’s very, very neat. It uses the audio in your environment and responds to your movement and activity level to create the sense that you travel among realms of sound. It’s easier to experience than to describe, but in this interview at Gamasutra, the developer talks to me about augmented reality and the nuance of making the world around you, subtly, into a magical experience.
There are social games where you click on farm animals and there are real games where you pull triggers and shoot dudes, right? Not anymore. The lines between these platforms are becoming more elastic, and the multiplatform social space and the core gaming space are beginning to borrow from each other more and more. Chris Archer used to work at Activision, but at his new studio, U4ia, he told me he wants to make “first person social” games that bring together the social and FPS spaces.
Of particular interest, he believes that amid all of our networking activities and social media platforms, it’s actually harder these days to have a meaningful gaming experience with your actual friends than it was in the ol’ LAN party days. What do you think?
I spend a lot of time in the change games space, talking to folks who want to make games that motivate people to support charitable causes or to better understand global issues. One shortfall that’s plagued this promising sector for some time is that they’ve gotten good at raising awareness, but ways to get people to actually do things — give money, spread the word — are still under consideration.
A new game from Sojo Studios called Wetopia has found a really promising way to take all of the sharing and visiting and resource management inherent to Facebook games and use it to support major nonprofits. Ellen DeGeneres said she likes it! Check out my interview (with Sojo Studios’ Lincoln Brown, not with Ellen, sadly).
Finally, I’ve gotten to chat to the studio head of IO Interactive about what’s next for them. They get to work on a new IP and a new Hitman game once they ship Absolution. In my full interview you can read all about it.
By the way, here are my five most favorite albums from 2011, if you are looking for something new to listen to:
1. Widowspeak (s/t)
2. Parallax (Atlas Sound)
3. Staring at the X (Forest Fire)
4. D (White Denim)
5. Helplessness Blues (Fleet Foxes)

Metal Gear Solid And The Uncommon In The Common

I’m going to send you a love letter, my dear. Do you know what that is? It’s a bullet straight from my gun to your heart.” — Sniper Wolf

I just published this Edge column about how I think it’s important for designers and writers to remember to consider audiences who don’t think the way they do. A lot of times people tell me they don’t get why the MGS series is my favorite, so I’m finally going to try to tell you.
It’s so important to my work in games writing to stay relevant and current. Oh well! Today, I want to talk about the original Metal Gear Solid.
I find it unfortunately impossible to replay these days, as it falls into the weird, choppy adolescence of the PlayStation era. I can’t reconcile the precision of the gameplay with the rough look, and certain methods of moving and aiming that became more streamlined in later iterations are no longer intuitive to me. I love old games — in fact, I often prefer them — and I am obsessed with the tech driving new ones, but things that fall in between tend to displace me, no matter how much I liked them when they were current.
(Sidenote: I had a similar experience when I got Resident Evil: Code Veronica from Xbox Live Arcade — as it’s far and away my favorite Resident Evil, I was psyched to revisit it, only to wonder how the hell I ever managed to navigate that game with a character that controls like a tank).
Unfortunately, the excellent Twin Snakes remake is only on GameCube and I don’t have one
anymore. But between Twin Snakes and original MGS1, I’ve played the game enough times to have indelible memories, which are only reinforced by the fact the characters, scenes and themes of MGS1 scaffold the rest of the series to come, and reflect themselves in every installment.
Actually, to a certain extent it was 1987′s original Metal Gear that established certain key conventions: The unarmed infiltration mission where equipment needs to be procured on site; the necessity of rescuing a scientist; warring factions, and war weaponry so powerful it could destabilize the world.
By the time the series reaches its fourth game, it becomes so strange, a lattice of decades (Snake’s first outing was actually in 1987, in the original Metal Gear). By MGS4, it’s as much a game about video games as it is about Snake, his clone brothers and the morality of war. Hopefully in the coming days I’ll get to explain what I mean by that bit in a way that finally satisfies me.

But the original Metal Gear Solid doesn’t really indicate that degree of ambition. It seems, on its face, to be a sort of dewy-eyed homage to the sort of action and espionage films Kojima is known to admire, and owes a lot of its tone and style to them. Solid Snake’s character design appears to owe more than a small debt to such stuff; he has the look of Kurt Russell’s Snake Plissken from Escape from New York (the eyepatch comes later).
Recall that MGS1 released into a time when cutscenes, particularly FMV, were very much in vogue. This was when people my age used to bring friends home from school just to show them opening cinematics. It was exciting — “it’s just like a movie,” was a common refrain, and at the time that wasn’t a negative. We felt awed.
The idea at the time was that if only technology caught up a little bit, games could become great works of spectacle, capable of the same kind of emotional impact and thrill that our favorite films could provide. So a game that aimed more toward filmic narrative, with lots of dialogue and character, plentiful cinematics and scenes of dramatic, playable showdowns was very much in keeping with the appetites of the time.
Except even then, MGS was ambitious. To some extent, the series always reached beyond what players expected — even beyond what they necessarily wanted. The most important convention established by the original Metal Gear is the idea that those who employ you, those who you trust for leadership, may turn out to be your greatest enemy.
Pulling that off relied on a pretty basic video game concept: All gamers know that a “boss” is “that guy you fight at the end”. But it’d been a long time since we asked, boss of whom?

In Metal Gear, you learn that your boss –who gives you orders in the game — is your final enemy, your Big Boss. Big Boss is his name and none will ever know otherwise for years to come.
Not an especially creative naming convention. In fact, it’s straight up weird and it stays that way: The bad guys of Metal Gear 2: Solid Snake include Big Boss, Running Man, Black Color, Red Blaster and Ultra Box. That’s only marginally less blunt than a Mega Man. And, I mean, I haven’t even made fun of the name “Solid Snake” yet.
What’s weird is that those naming conventions, relics of the late 80s, persisted with the launch of MGS1 nearly ten years later. As credits roll over MGS1s’ cinematic intro and Colonel Campbell describes Snake’s elaborate counter-terrorism mission, it’s a funny note: FOXHOUND’s demands include the remains of someone whose name is apparently still Big Boss.
It’s as if despite Kojima’s excitement about taking advantage of new technology to bring his strange film-hybrid gaming vision one step closer to life, there were some old school concepts he clung to — and one would be hard-pressed to blame a lack of creativity, as we’ll see later. Was it that he couldn’t be bothered to reinvent those concepts, or that he had a use for them?
One would have to guess the latter. MGS1 became better known for its bosses than for the particulars of its plot; probably that game’s slate of unusual major confrontations remains its defining trait. The succession of Decoy Octopus, Vulcan Raven, Sniper Wolf and Psycho Mantis demonstrates precious little more innovation on the naming side; just like most MGS characters, they get a basic title (the adjective-animal conjunction is particular to members of the FOXHOUND unit). They don’t sound very interesting, and yet they are.
When Kirk Hamilton and I did The FFVII Letters, we discussed how simple abstractions can become extremely affecting in context, because they leave us room to fill in our imaginations. Generally we do learn about the personal histories of Snake’s enemies and their motivations as we guide him to engage with each — but one of the singularly interesting things about the MGS games is that the gameplay itself is always an abstraction of the story.
The battle with Sniper Wolf, for example, thematically reflects who the woman is. We learn she became a sniper so that she could exact her revenge for the traumas she suffered in the center of a warzone. The battle of marksmen against her is staged in an open snowfield, where distance and precision are paramount and cover is scarce. The player feels vulnerable, and and the tenuous balance between stalking Wolf to becoming her one-bullet prey is anxious. Most people who play that scene fall silent, breath held.
It’s not just cerebral, unusual boss design for its time. The quiet tension of the fight, the footfalls crunched into the snow, the distance from rarely-glimpsed Sniper Wolf herself, and the eerie, lonesome howls of the wolves with which she keeps company are an excellent reflection of her spirit. She is being characterized by the player’s gun combat against her, quite rare in games about war. It doesn’t really matter what her name is. She’s illustrated through the player’s experience.
But of course, even people I’ve met who dislike Metal Gear games remember Psycho Mantis. The most sinister of the FOXHOUNDs, the spectre of his influence haunts the player throughout the game — a black-clad telekinetic who wears a mask to keep out the thoughts of others, and to veil his face from the burns he sustained after his fear of his father woke his aggression and he incinerated his hometown.

The character is creepy enough, but in another breach with what’s perceived to be his obsession with imitating movies, Kojima used Psycho Mantis to famously break the fourth wall between the game and the player. The fight with Mantis is designed so that the player genuinely feels like his game hardware is on the fritz; Mantis can even “read” data from games on other memory cards and report back to the player on what he or she appears to like. Ultimately Mantis can “cause” Snake to defy the player’s controller inputs — to beat him, you have to become “invisible” to him by plugging your controller into the second port.
It’s a fun trick now, good for old-school anecdotes; many would consider having experienced it once to be crucial to a well-curated gaming background. But back then, it was revelatory. As with the rest of MGS‘s boss design, Psycho Mantis’ ability to pass through Snake and “invade” the player’s space used design to illustrate the character.
In that respect MGS could be said to hold onto some of the primitive traditions of earlier games just so that it could subvert them. Since when did the sprite with a life bar and the word BOSS and little else to recommend him get to express himself through game design in the way that Wolf, Raven and Mantis get to do?
That approach to designing all of the interactions in Metal Gear Solid games — making them innovative from the design side in a way that gave those moments expressivity from the character side — is one of the things that especially sets the series apart, and it was MGS1 that defined it.
Best of all, those boss fights characterize Snake, too — or, they let the player characterize Snake. Who is this ultimate soldier? His world is full of people who think they know, allies and enemies alike, and no one ever seems to be right. Or they all are, to some degree, with the deciding vote cast by the player’s concept and play style. Vulcan Raven predicts that Snake will never get respite from war, always haunted by the spirits of his enemies. He’ll be shown right a decade later.
That common complaint about the cutscenes, like the director is divorced from the value of interactivity? I advise anyone who thinks that to consider MGS1 more closely.
Throughout MGS, every character and boss reveals to you the ways their childhood and their relationships with family or lack thereof shaped their lens on war and informed their actions. At the end of the game, Snake learns where he himself comes from: He, like his rival, Liquid, are “sons” — direct copies, more like — of Big Boss. Isn’t it interesting to think of your ultimate rival as your original progenitor, an ending that’s a beginning?
Hang onto that idea of begin and end. The series comes right back round to it. Meta. I love meta.

More soon.

Revisiting My Favorites

How’s everyone been? I could talk about how many brand new video games I have over here; I could talk about Skyward Sword or Skyrim or something like that. But I won’t, actually — there are a lot of places you can read that stuff, and since I so rarely get time to update SVGL, I figured I’d talk about something different, though hopefully no less timely.

The Metal Gear Solid HD collection is out, and it looks shockingly good. I think it’s a pretty well-known fact that I’m a huge, sentimental fan of the franchise. To be quite honest, it’s one of those few I love enough that I don’t know where my personal reaction begins and my critical lens — you know, the distanced thought I try to give games so that I can talk to you guys about them independently of my own taste — ends.
Okay, I’m a huge fan. But then, even in my work I’m known to prefer games with voice and character. In MGS, that voice and character often veers into the arena of self-indulgence, and jeopardizes things like mass appeal or conventional design wisdom, and even still I prefer it to games that are cleaner and much better crafted.
MGS demands a lot from its players in terms of investment and patience. Its story is not accessible, and it turns over and over on itself like a coiling snake in its attempts to make its numerous meta-meta-plot loops connect. Yes, you have to sit through a lot of dialogue and cut scenes that are nakedly imitative of film. Some people argue that Hideo Kojima, who is director of the series and thus assumedly responsible for its tone and character, is plainly resentful of his audience and of the industry in which he works (I agree). Plenty don’t like that.
But to me, a work of creative storytelling needs to reflect the creator. I want to be able to talk about what he or she wants to say, and what their work says about them. I always have something to say about MGS. The media I know I really love will put the hair up on my arms no matter how much time passes, and no matter how many times I experience it (sidenote: I feel this way about Neutral Milk Hotel’s song ‘Naomi,’ one of my favorite songs ever).

My dear game industry: I rarely write scored reviews, but if I had, I would put an eight and higher on everything you have released this fall and winter. You have done well, you have done so, so well. Congratulations. It’s one of the highest-quality crops of games I’ve ever seen. But I will not remember them in ten years. I am sorry.
I’ve never met a working game designer that thinks MGS is great. I spoke to one lately who said that Tetris is perfect and MGS is not, end of story — but the thing I think the games industry fails to understand about its audience is that we care a lot less about perfection than it thinks. So for the people who always are asking me what’s the big deal about MGS for me, even that’d suffice as an answer: Because it’s interesting and I want to talk about it.
I’ve started sort of replaying all of them since the HD collection came out. My friend Sarah is my copilot, having read in Tom Bissell’s lovely book‘s appendix about the time when he spent a few hours playing MGS4 with me and listening to me chatter about how I feel it’s a metaphor for the things Kojima wants to say about the 21st century games industry. No, I’m serious.
People ask me a lot if I have written much about my thoughts on MGS, which I’ve mostly shared through conversations with others and on Twitter and stuff. Writing it out formally has always seemed too fangirlish. But in the next couple weeks I’m going to try to do it, like, to some extent. Hope you guys join in.
Meanwhile, here’s some of what I have done over the last few weeks that I haven’t linked yet:

Also, I was on NPR with Ian Bogost in a segment that was based on my recent Kotaku piece on his Cow Clicker game. Cool!